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To Forfeit EP

by To Forfeit

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1.
Reality 04:55
I miss the walks we shared in sunny art weekends And wasting some more time in rainy day cafes And I am grateful for even the silences we shared It’s such a shame my soul was lost in some old fairytale Now I’m awake If there’s still time For the love of love I won’t let go She’s just a song that I sang You’re whom I want and really need A haunting voice in my head You’re the vision that I can truly see She’s just a song that I sang With you the more I can achieve A haunting voice in my head Your singing could bring more warmth to me It was you It was you That did end My curse of make-believe Love is really strange Cause your touch still felt bigger than any kisses that I've ever felt That is truth, And I really did loved you, and I thought you did too, I hope you didn’t lie to me I understand if it’s not meant to be, but do hang with me, Cause I don’t wanna grieve over you, as much as I grieved over her And the bands are still playing, and the painters’ still painting I need to bask in their glory with you Now I’m awake If there’s still time For the love of love I won’t let go She’s just a song that I sang You’re whom I want and really need A haunting voice in my head You’re the vision that I can truly see She’s just a song that I sang from a blank space in my memory A haunting voice in my head Your singing could bring more life to me Cause of you Cause of you I did breathe And felt reality She’s just a song that I sang A haunting voice in my head
2.
Addiction 05:20
I be walking down the street and I want some of that shit Some of that shit, give it all to me I be walking down the street and I want some of that shit Some of that shit, give it all to me I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again Til I die and then I’m born again I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again Til I die and then I’m born again What is it you gonna do? When the devil’s into you Suck out your soul out of the blue Put his addiction onto you onto you I be walking down the street and I see someone itchy And I see someone dirty and I’m glad that isn’t me I be chillin by the river and I gaze at the reflection It gave me a strange reaction like it doesn’t know who’s me I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again And then I’m born again I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again And then I’m born again What is it you gonna do? When the angels ignore you Forsake your soul out of the blue Let your addiction enslave you I feel so desperate and cold, so desperate and cold, That’s why I want some of that shit just to keep me warm Just to keep me warm Just to keep me warm Just to keep me warm I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again Til I die and then I’m born again I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again Til I die, til I die, til I die And then I’m born again So I can drink again
3.
Misery 04:12
How come there’s still so much to see? On this bed of misery Where I lay and choose to be blinded from All my responsibilities Just bottles and all these desperate songs And a mind of selfish ease The world is spinning fast outside my window Why can’t I have the fate to leave? Goddamn this whole thing I can’t believe what I did to me I’m not, I’m not me My whole being’s burning down and the fire is spreading all across my dreams I’m not who I wanted to be And in this chair of malady It’s a tripe melancholy This staring on the people passing by Cries for more pretentious poetry But I can still see that bright-lit tree Shining deep in me But how am I supposed to grow it out If the roots don’t want it to be free Goddamn this whole thing I can’t believe what I did to me I’m not, I’m not me My whole being’s burning down and the fire is boiling up my childlike dignity I’m not who I wanted to be Goddamn everything I can’t believe this is happening I can’t let it be My whole being have burnt down and from the ashes spawned an endless stretch of that same old misery It’s not how I thought it would be It keeps happening It keeps happening On and on I wonder why It keeps happening Can I blame the sun? Can I blame the moon? Can I blame the stars? No we can’t blame anything
4.
Time 04:14
Well aren’t you the weird one Or is it me The facts are blurred in your frown But I can see that it’s all in your mind It’s all in your mind It’s all in your ability to wonder why And imagine it’s not fine (it’s all in your mind I just want you to know that I want everything to go back to how they were) It’s all in your mind Your beautiful mind If it’s the old me you’re after I swear I’m still fine And if it’s my words you fear of Baby I tell you this: it’s all in your mind Or is it in mine Is it my inability to realise That there was nothing there all this time (or is it in mine I just want you to know that I want everything to go back to how they were) Is it all in my mind That I am bound To who you were and things you said And this version of you in me won’t go away It’s there to stay In the depths of my mind Oh I hope you don’t mind That I’m convinced our love will find its way in time Right on time In whichever space it chooses to In whatever form it takes But all in time In our minds Holding on It spins on

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released September 10, 2014

All tracks written and performed by To Forfeit, who are Garbanu Priaduaja, David Tobing, Andra Semesta, Marvin Saliechan, and Dylan Amirio

All lyrics by Andra Semesta

Album artwork by Andra Semesta

Mixed and Mastered by Ababil "Ash" Ashari (www.ashmixingandmastering.com)

Bandcamp appearance courtesy of Tsefula/Tsefuelha Records

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